Nils was finally facing the reality he had slowly come to accept over the last couple of weeks: He needed a job. He knew he couldn't just spend the rest of his life hiding out in Paisley's estate, having her buy him everything, and never interacting with the outside world (as much as he wished he could). He had to start getting on with his life, the way Henri had.
He also had to do it on his own. As easy as it would be to just ask Paisley to find him a job, he knew he had to start relying on himself more. He'd gone from being completely dependent on Henri to being completely dependent on Paisley. And as Tanith kept reminding him, it just wasn't a healthy way to live.
And then there was one final reason he was doing this. He'd known for a long time now that he never wanted to be with anyone besides Paisley ever again. He wanted to marry her one day, and he was pretty sure she felt the same way. When that day came, he wanted to be more independent, more deserving of her. And at the very least he wanted to be able to buy her a ring.
So here he was, standing outside of a greenhouse with a sign outside that read "Help wanted, inquire inside". With no schooling and no legal work experience, he knew something like this was his only chance. He was good with plants. At least, Paisley told him he was.
You are, Tanith told him impatiently. She nudged the back of his legs with her head. You're never gonna get a job if you keep standing out here. Come on, you know you can do this.
He knew no such thing, but otherwise Tanith was right. He had to go in and try. Taking a deep breath, he went inside and looked around until he found someone who worked there. It was a guy around his own age. "Um, hi," he said, trying to keep the nervousness out of his voice. "I was looking for a job and saw your sign outside."
He also had to do it on his own. As easy as it would be to just ask Paisley to find him a job, he knew he had to start relying on himself more. He'd gone from being completely dependent on Henri to being completely dependent on Paisley. And as Tanith kept reminding him, it just wasn't a healthy way to live.
And then there was one final reason he was doing this. He'd known for a long time now that he never wanted to be with anyone besides Paisley ever again. He wanted to marry her one day, and he was pretty sure she felt the same way. When that day came, he wanted to be more independent, more deserving of her. And at the very least he wanted to be able to buy her a ring.
So here he was, standing outside of a greenhouse with a sign outside that read "Help wanted, inquire inside". With no schooling and no legal work experience, he knew something like this was his only chance. He was good with plants. At least, Paisley told him he was.
You are, Tanith told him impatiently. She nudged the back of his legs with her head. You're never gonna get a job if you keep standing out here. Come on, you know you can do this.
He knew no such thing, but otherwise Tanith was right. He had to go in and try. Taking a deep breath, he went inside and looked around until he found someone who worked there. It was a guy around his own age. "Um, hi," he said, trying to keep the nervousness out of his voice. "I was looking for a job and saw your sign outside."